Love is not about thinking logically all the time. It is about taking risks and trust. Without trust how can there be love? I'm talking about trust like confronting the one you love with a problem you have with them and trying to fix it instead of hiding it, or someone to laugh at your farts with you. It's about buying a car knowing that this is a longterm commitment we made together. Change in a relationship is good too, I know I am young and I am going to see things that I see now differentally in 10 years, but change doesn't have to be bad as long as you and your other change together. I have seen failed relationships and believe it or not I can understand why. Trust, Communication, Risks, Passion, the strive to accomplish a goal together is things they have missed. We love each other, and we put our trust into each other and to God.  I hope they will learn to accept us and hope for the best of us.

I am very content with where my life is and where it is going. Every day I fall more and more in love with Tony. Me and him make a great team which balances each other out. I plan to marry him one day. He is my best friend, my lover, my companion,and my future Husband. I cannot imagine life without him now. He has changed me in so many good ways. I quit smoking, I am more responsible. He makes me want to DO something with my life.

I do not think I will be marching Drum Corps this season, I cannot afford it right now, nor is it something I want to do. I hope to age out in 09, but for now I have put drum corps on the back burner of life.

Alisha is coming out to visit me next month. It is going to be a blast. I am glad that my true friends showed themselves after High School. I'm over them and on to the real world. I am glad I got away from Ohio. I left September 4, 2006, and I have never looked back.

Sorry for all my ranting on my soapbox. I feel like a new person, and that I am better than ever. No Drugs needed! Anyway...

Our New car! Tony and me being silly at the local supermarket.